Tada!

I am so exited to spend this much needed bonding time with Cody. 
Since our work schedules are opposite, i get off work when he goes to work, 
every possible chance we get, we see each other. And this trip will be amazing. 
The whole weekend together?! What? ! Can't wait!  (: 
i really love him, and its wonderful. Because guess what? He loves me back.
We have a good relationship. Be jealous.
A love that we jabber for each other is hard to find these days,
 and thankfully we found each other early in life.to bad it wasn't sooner! 
But I'm not complaining because were happy where we are at in life right now. 
 And if changes come into our life, good or bad, let it be.
 We can always get past things and keep doing what we do best.
Love each other.

P.s. Happy Halloween!

failed suprise

well Cody found out. he reads my blog after all. 
but we still are going to park city and  im soo excited!!

i found pants! they were expensive but thats ok. i realllly need pants.
Cody wanted to buy lots of things yesterday. and he did.
yay for a kohls card!

im into this new show. called, disappeared. its...interesting makes you wonder what happened. it leaves you with a lot of unanswered questions. but its good

work is slow. but i shouldnt be complaining. at least i have job.

i love my life, and the people in it. im a very lucky girl to have such a wonderful family, an amazing boyfriend, and awesome friends.

i miss my friends. thank goodness for skype. oh for love of technology. 

i have a problem. i like to spend to much money on clothes. im getting better though, but it's still not all the way controlled. i will get better though. promise.

well this was a pointless blog. oh well!

Slow and steady

Today was a good day. Cody slept in longer then i could, but Max loves running in the bedroom and waking him up and cuddling in between us. Ate some yummy breakfast together, and then he is off to work. Bummer!  I look forward to the weekend all week long, its the only two days we can spend all day together. Love it!      We need to spend more time together so I'm thinking a surprise weekend in park city in two weeks? !  Hopefully codys not reading this, then it won't be a surprise. Yikes. Oh well.
It snowed today. I love the snow. The colds weather, the jackets and layers upon layers, and lets not forget the boots, and of course cuddles!  
I really miss Cody. or work schedules hate each other. But were awesome and make it all work.
Love love love. Its an awesome thing
On the flip side. I need pants like Jean jeans. Not the "jegging"  crap. Where do i find jeans at without paying a fortune?

Fall into autumn

This month has been a good one. I went to cedar city with my two best friends, partied way to much, l
Loving Cody, max has Been a real cuddle bug, the mountains are at there finest, and work has been good. But all this happiness will come to an end, and that day is today... My best friend Kim is moving to California tonight at midnight. I'm going to miss her so much. The tears haven't started yet but i know they well pour out tonight. I love her and i will miss her dearly. road trips to Cali anyone? Here are some pictures from this month.enjoy. I know i sure did.

Syrup, Percocet, and an eighth a day will leave you broke, depressed, and emotionally vacant

today has been such a crappy day.
soo my phone dies(which is also my alarm) so i didnt get up in time for work.
so i was rushing to work, and got pulled over. my first time.
and i got a ticket for going 5 over. 5 over people! oh welll.
soo i get to work like 20 minutes and pull into the parking lot and guess what?!
NO ONE IS THERE!
did they just not telll me, but told everyone else?
so i just sit in the parking lot thinking this is just bull shit. 
i got a ticket going to work when really there is no work today.

so stupid. im upset. whatever.
 you know who is a great rapper? this guy.

The only rapper i truly enjoy. its  nice when someone can actually tell a story with our al the "nigga" "shit" "ass" lingo. hes good. watch it.  i know i will. again.

completly random.

soooo my interview is tomorrow and im super nervous. i really really reallllly want it. i dont care if they hire me after, i just need to finish my externship and get my carrer started. soo nervous but yet way excited.

on the upside, i gave my first out of school butt shot to my papa. poor guy, that  shot was soooo thick but good thing i still remember how to do those! i love giving shots. its fun. he was a good sport. thanks pops!

oh my tattoo looks wonderful, shout out to Brandon at Infamous Ink who did it. he is wonderful. i will be going back soon to get more from him. i highly recommend him. if you looking for someone who does good tattoos, go to  him.

i miss Cody. i get off work at 2 and he leaves at 3 for his work. we hardly see each other unless its the weekend, but this weekend i wont see him at all :( so he has been staying the night and we both enjoy the time we can get together. max misses him too. you can tell he is depressed when he doesn't see his dad for awhile. but when Cody does come over max is the happiest dog around. soo cute.

i want to buy more candles. i went to bath and body works and they had one burning that spelled sooo good. i will be going back and getting it. (if i remember what its called)

i think i want to move to Washington, or Oregon. i love the rain and those two states are wonderful to live in. oh and all the coffee shops. yuumm.

its 8 o'clock and im more then ready for bed. but Max on the other hand just wants to play with all of his toys. but im sure once i lay down he'll be right next to me begging to cuddle. im gad i have him around when Codys not here. i have someone to cuddle with and sleep with. Cody needs a dog. or we just need out together already. eh we'll see.

well i think its bedtime. 
goodnight.

helllo? is it me your looking for?

welp folkes. im getting a tattoo.
probably 5.
or 4. 
1 for right now though.
me and my best friend Ms. Kimmy Le are getting ones before shes outtie to cali. im excited(:
were getting.... To infinity and beyond. im getting 'To infinity" and shes getting' and beyond'
n a gorgeous font by the way.
STORY TIME.
the story behind it is, in tenth grade we had to write poems in english class. and she decided to write one about me! aweee soo sweet.
and in the poem she wrote we'll be best friends to infinity and beyond like buzzlightyear or something like that. and so we decided, YES lets go get it. so we are. on our ribs.
this will be be my number uno tattoo. im excited that its going to be with my best friend(:

me and my mother are going to get tattoos too. i think were getting them for christmas. were getting doves. and they are beautiful.
 i love my momma.

and i want the infinity symbol on my ring finger on the side. i think i'll just get it and surprise cody with it. plus. i love the tattoo. so im going to get it anyways. and i want to get a feather tattoo basically meaning im free from all that ive been through. ( i have had a rough life at some point. im not going to tell the whole world about it though. sooo you might not understand the purpose of this specific tat. sorrrry)

and i want to get a paw print probably on my foot for my love bug Max.

they arent that crazy, and i love them all. so ya! exciting day!
were going in tomorrow to set up in appointment and i will most definetly post pictures!

NEWSSS!!!
Codys wonderful mom got me an interview for an externship on firday at some clinic. i cant thank her enough. maybe this will be the right thing for me, and it'll all work out. PRAYERS!!

OH and i cant remember f i mentioned this or not, but my and kim are going down to visit Christina at college this weekend!! yay!! so much to do before Kim leaves us all. :( 
thats sad. im going to miss her. 
good thing i still have my amazing boyfriend!! love you cody!

oh and i love all of you too.

i  really doubt anybody reads this blog. its just me typing away, looking like a maniac. oh well. i thoroughly enjoy it so BAM!
 love love love!