is it christmas yet?

Christmas is just around the corner and i cant wait!!
im suuper excited. 
today i got promoted to MVC (most valued costumer) i spent over 600 dollars in less then 6 months..yikes. 
and im going back today!!

im still not done Christmas shopping. yikes!

my mothers birthday is coming up and i have a gift in mind and i need to get on it A.S.A.P.

our present stash is getting bigger and bigger by the day.
i bought some suuper cute wrapping paper yesterday!

my mom has an obsession with nativities. im looking at 5 right now. 
if you're looking for a gift for my mom DONT BUY HER A NATIVITY!
or do. at least you know she likes them.

so our neighbor's garage burned down the other day, and inside the garage were 4 cute bunny's. they all past away.
and since my mother of mine LOVES bunny's and has, well had, 9 of the wonderful balls of fur, we decided to give them two of them.
 they were ecstatic.
 it always feels nice to do something for other people.
we didnt know them very well and now were getting closer.
 its nice.
shes a wonderful lady. my mother that is. 
and this Christmas and birthday will be spectacular for her. 
she deserves the best.

The gift of giving

I'm so thankful for such an amazing boyfriend.

 He IS everything i need. Love him.
I'm excited for Christmas.

 I love giving gifts to people and buying things so it works out perfectly.

Yesterday we went to the zoo lights and it was fun! 

A bit chilly but it was good to spend time with my lovva boy.

  And my wonderful parents.
Cody loves hanging out with my parents which is golden.

 I'm glad they all get along so well.

Fun fact: i absolutely love wrapping Christmas presents.
I have a jacket fetish. I'm currently at 15ish jackets. 

I have a problem.
Byeeeee!

you make me feel like im living a teenage dream

 I havent been  seeing much of cody lately. and it sucks. bad. but instead i've been taking more and more pictures. and doing my makeup. which is a bummer because i actually look good! and he doesn't get to see it... so when i see him this weekend i will make sure i look extra good! i miss him..
 i wish he didnt have a total opposite schedule of mine. we only see each other on the weekends. two days every week. its terrible. buuut we make it work. because we love each other!! surprise! 

Well today i enjoyed a nice workout that killed me. im really really sore today. but that means im doing something right. right?
At this moment im enjoying a nice cup of Chi Spice Black tea, while listening to pandora. its lovely. buut i still miss cody. and im hungry. so i made brownies. mmmmm.  sounds like a good night to me.  well im going to go back to drinking tea and being bored. buhh bye

let get physical

so i have decided to start working out again. 
ive noticed im getting a little pouchy and i dont want that. i want a bikini ready body before summer gets here, and im really going to push for it. day one started this morning. it went well me and Max ran/power walked for a good 1.5 miles. i figured thats a good starter. and by the end of all of this i will be running 3-5 miles every other day. cross my fingers.
i k now max will love this whole running thing. 
he LOVES being outside and on his leash.
once i grab his leash out of the closes he goes nuts. 
its cute.

but im really out of shape and i dont like that. 
i think im going to make a schedule of what part to exercise. 
and work around my work schedule.  good plan.

 

This is awesome its one of the main reasons i decided to start working out.
if some guy tries to beat me or something, then i can turn around and kick their ass.
buuut in my current state of physicalness i cant. not even close. i would just curl in to a ball.
(not really)
 but i dont want people to look at me and be like, ohhh shes just too weak and cant do anything.
im going to prove them wrong. 
so heres to getting fit!

Always hungry

Omg.
I just made these amazing energy bites!
Soooo good.so i had to share it!
Check it.
make them.
I want to make a million.5 things.
Gotta love pinterest!

I'm doing Christmas shopping this weekend. Yay!

I miss Kimberly. But I'm glad she's going to school and accomplishing something she really wants. Luhh you

I want to go back to park city. It was such a good getaway. A vacation in or own backyard. Loved it!

Well om going to go eat my life away. Byeeee!

the good town of PARK CITY

 

 

 Park City was Amazballs! (as our good Giuliana would say)
its was chilly. the warmest it got was 19 degrees.. brrrrr.
thank goodness out hotel room was warm and cozy.
thank goodness for cable and movies on the T.V.
We enjoyed the beautiful Main Street from the luxary of our toasty car.
the outlets are great. we love to spend money and that is the place to do it.
best deals in town.
all in all it was a Winter Wonderland.
we will be going again. 
maybe around spring next time.
when its a little bit warmer. we enjoyed being with each other for as long as we could.
buut when we got home reality sits back in. Cody went back to work today. and im going back to work tomorrow. good thing we have a date this upcoming weekend! Breaking Dawn Part two will be out. and thats what we will be going to see. ( free thanks to my mommas work)

Max missed us lots. when we got home he was ecstatic to see us. poor boy. what would he do if we both dieed? yikes, lets just not think about that.

ANYWAYS! life's good, the weather is cold, im ready for Christmas to be here.
All in all this trip was a major success! 
thanks hun for making it so much better by being there with me. love you!

buh byeeee!

when its a little bit warmer.

lookie here

               Im a little excited...

Tis the season...

...to be jolly!
I'm in a crafting mood. Thanks pinterest.
I want to make things. Cards, wreaths, decorations for Christmas!
Its terrible.
But thank goodness i can't spend My money on silly things, because I'm going to park city!
Hotel booked, clothes packed, (well I'm thinking of what I'll pack, close enough right? )
yay!
So speaking of Christmas, i came up with this brilliant idea of me and Cody giving each other stockings! You know, filled with knick knacks and such!
I know, I'm a genius.
I should probably tell him my idea before he reads it on here...
I'm excited for the big P.C. And do is Cody! 
Well so he says.. I think it'll be fun! Yay! 
My dogs been a big cuddler lately. I love it. Look how he fell asleep the other day!

So cute.
Well I think its time to get ready for the day that i have nothing planned to do... Byeee!

This is Halloween.. Halloween

Yesterday was HALLOWEEN!
i was a pirate, Max, was a Pirate, my dad was a pirate, and Cody was at work. :( booooo!
buts it was good all in all.
we had like 20 trick or treaters!! whoooo new record!
and me and my dad gave them candy.
hopefully next Halloween Cody doesnt work, and we can spend it together.

My best friend kim  (the one in California) started nail school today!! i need to skpye her a.s.a.p. and see how it went! im proud of her. she'll do good in life, no doubt.
well im starving so im going to find something to eat. tahtah!!

Tada!

I am so exited to spend this much needed bonding time with Cody. 
Since our work schedules are opposite, i get off work when he goes to work, 
every possible chance we get, we see each other. And this trip will be amazing. 
The whole weekend together?! What? ! Can't wait!  (: 
i really love him, and its wonderful. Because guess what? He loves me back.
We have a good relationship. Be jealous.
A love that we jabber for each other is hard to find these days,
 and thankfully we found each other early in life.to bad it wasn't sooner! 
But I'm not complaining because were happy where we are at in life right now. 
 And if changes come into our life, good or bad, let it be.
 We can always get past things and keep doing what we do best.
Love each other.

P.s. Happy Halloween!

failed suprise

well Cody found out. he reads my blog after all. 
but we still are going to park city and  im soo excited!!

i found pants! they were expensive but thats ok. i realllly need pants.
Cody wanted to buy lots of things yesterday. and he did.
yay for a kohls card!

im into this new show. called, disappeared. its...interesting makes you wonder what happened. it leaves you with a lot of unanswered questions. but its good

work is slow. but i shouldnt be complaining. at least i have job.

i love my life, and the people in it. im a very lucky girl to have such a wonderful family, an amazing boyfriend, and awesome friends.

i miss my friends. thank goodness for skype. oh for love of technology. 

i have a problem. i like to spend to much money on clothes. im getting better though, but it's still not all the way controlled. i will get better though. promise.

well this was a pointless blog. oh well!

Slow and steady

Today was a good day. Cody slept in longer then i could, but Max loves running in the bedroom and waking him up and cuddling in between us. Ate some yummy breakfast together, and then he is off to work. Bummer!  I look forward to the weekend all week long, its the only two days we can spend all day together. Love it!      We need to spend more time together so I'm thinking a surprise weekend in park city in two weeks? !  Hopefully codys not reading this, then it won't be a surprise. Yikes. Oh well.
It snowed today. I love the snow. The colds weather, the jackets and layers upon layers, and lets not forget the boots, and of course cuddles!  
I really miss Cody. or work schedules hate each other. But were awesome and make it all work.
Love love love. Its an awesome thing
On the flip side. I need pants like Jean jeans. Not the "jegging"  crap. Where do i find jeans at without paying a fortune?

Fall into autumn

This month has been a good one. I went to cedar city with my two best friends, partied way to much, l
Loving Cody, max has Been a real cuddle bug, the mountains are at there finest, and work has been good. But all this happiness will come to an end, and that day is today... My best friend Kim is moving to California tonight at midnight. I'm going to miss her so much. The tears haven't started yet but i know they well pour out tonight. I love her and i will miss her dearly. road trips to Cali anyone? Here are some pictures from this month.enjoy. I know i sure did.

Syrup, Percocet, and an eighth a day will leave you broke, depressed, and emotionally vacant

today has been such a crappy day.
soo my phone dies(which is also my alarm) so i didnt get up in time for work.
so i was rushing to work, and got pulled over. my first time.
and i got a ticket for going 5 over. 5 over people! oh welll.
soo i get to work like 20 minutes and pull into the parking lot and guess what?!
NO ONE IS THERE!
did they just not telll me, but told everyone else?
so i just sit in the parking lot thinking this is just bull shit. 
i got a ticket going to work when really there is no work today.

so stupid. im upset. whatever.
 you know who is a great rapper? this guy.

The only rapper i truly enjoy. its  nice when someone can actually tell a story with our al the "nigga" "shit" "ass" lingo. hes good. watch it.  i know i will. again.

completly random.

soooo my interview is tomorrow and im super nervous. i really really reallllly want it. i dont care if they hire me after, i just need to finish my externship and get my carrer started. soo nervous but yet way excited.

on the upside, i gave my first out of school butt shot to my papa. poor guy, that  shot was soooo thick but good thing i still remember how to do those! i love giving shots. its fun. he was a good sport. thanks pops!

oh my tattoo looks wonderful, shout out to Brandon at Infamous Ink who did it. he is wonderful. i will be going back soon to get more from him. i highly recommend him. if you looking for someone who does good tattoos, go to  him.

i miss Cody. i get off work at 2 and he leaves at 3 for his work. we hardly see each other unless its the weekend, but this weekend i wont see him at all :( so he has been staying the night and we both enjoy the time we can get together. max misses him too. you can tell he is depressed when he doesn't see his dad for awhile. but when Cody does come over max is the happiest dog around. soo cute.

i want to buy more candles. i went to bath and body works and they had one burning that spelled sooo good. i will be going back and getting it. (if i remember what its called)

i think i want to move to Washington, or Oregon. i love the rain and those two states are wonderful to live in. oh and all the coffee shops. yuumm.

its 8 o'clock and im more then ready for bed. but Max on the other hand just wants to play with all of his toys. but im sure once i lay down he'll be right next to me begging to cuddle. im gad i have him around when Codys not here. i have someone to cuddle with and sleep with. Cody needs a dog. or we just need out together already. eh we'll see.

well i think its bedtime. 
goodnight.

helllo? is it me your looking for?

welp folkes. im getting a tattoo.
probably 5.
or 4. 
1 for right now though.
me and my best friend Ms. Kimmy Le are getting ones before shes outtie to cali. im excited(:
were getting.... To infinity and beyond. im getting 'To infinity" and shes getting' and beyond'
n a gorgeous font by the way.
STORY TIME.
the story behind it is, in tenth grade we had to write poems in english class. and she decided to write one about me! aweee soo sweet.
and in the poem she wrote we'll be best friends to infinity and beyond like buzzlightyear or something like that. and so we decided, YES lets go get it. so we are. on our ribs.
this will be be my number uno tattoo. im excited that its going to be with my best friend(:

me and my mother are going to get tattoos too. i think were getting them for christmas. were getting doves. and they are beautiful.
 i love my momma.

and i want the infinity symbol on my ring finger on the side. i think i'll just get it and surprise cody with it. plus. i love the tattoo. so im going to get it anyways. and i want to get a feather tattoo basically meaning im free from all that ive been through. ( i have had a rough life at some point. im not going to tell the whole world about it though. sooo you might not understand the purpose of this specific tat. sorrrry)

and i want to get a paw print probably on my foot for my love bug Max.

they arent that crazy, and i love them all. so ya! exciting day!
were going in tomorrow to set up in appointment and i will most definetly post pictures!

NEWSSS!!!
Codys wonderful mom got me an interview for an externship on firday at some clinic. i cant thank her enough. maybe this will be the right thing for me, and it'll all work out. PRAYERS!!

OH and i cant remember f i mentioned this or not, but my and kim are going down to visit Christina at college this weekend!! yay!! so much to do before Kim leaves us all. :( 
thats sad. im going to miss her. 
good thing i still have my amazing boyfriend!! love you cody!

oh and i love all of you too.

i  really doubt anybody reads this blog. its just me typing away, looking like a maniac. oh well. i thoroughly enjoy it so BAM!
 love love love!

lets get better, shall we?

you know whats nice about being sick?
(yes t does have its perks)
is that i drink lots of chi tea from starbucks. aka christmas in a cup.
and i make tea in the morning so the house smells lovely.
yummy vitamin c drops.
having the chance to take nyquil. (i promise i dont have some weird addiction to Nyquil)
and having the one person who doesnt care that your sick, and will kiss you anyways, and hold your hand and let me cough in his shoulder. (is that gross? i hope not)
you know he loves me and its wonderful.

oh there is a spider in the bathroom, right above the shower. and it doesnt move untill you get in the shower with shampoo on your head and a soapy body so you have no choice but to hurry and finish the shower and get the shamolee out of there before it eats you.
i hate spiders.
now its time for more dayquil, tea, and cuddles.
thats all folks.

im in love

With the fall weather. you know what that means?!
boots, jackets, hoodies, sweaters, skinny jeans, and leg warmers.
oh and baking scrumptious cookies.
i have a secret.
its 3 months away from Christmas.
ok that was a lie (it totally wasn't)
and i love Christmas. 
its a good excuse to go shopping for me. oh and everyone else.
(but mainly me)
you wanna know why else the weather is awesome?
its cuddling time!
in the summer its WAY to hot to cuddle and all that stufff, but now its the perfect weather.
but on the downside of all these happy things, cold weather means sickness.
and at this moment i am sick. im not sure how it happened but i have been bed ridden all day.
it sucks. 
i had to call into work today and tell them i couldnt make it.
i was heartbroken.
i love my job, and not going makes me sad. ohhh welll.
i'll get over it.
 eventually.
in the mean time here is daily grace. it has helped me through the day, enjoy!

washington to utah

This week has been so exciting so far! and its only wednesday! first off, my brother and his cute family is here for the week on vaycay! i met my new nephew for the first time. and he is just darling. i missed all of them soo much. the other two nephews are so big now and love to play football and run. here are some photos till i update this again when they leave(:

                

a new change

well i did it. i changed my bedroom. i love it. it turned out great. thanks to my wonderful mother to help me paint, and my lovely boyfriend to help me pick out furniture, it looks beautiful.

BEFORE...

 

 

AFTER!!