lets get better, shall we?

you know whats nice about being sick?
(yes t does have its perks)
is that i drink lots of chi tea from starbucks. aka christmas in a cup.
and i make tea in the morning so the house smells lovely.
yummy vitamin c drops.
having the chance to take nyquil. (i promise i dont have some weird addiction to Nyquil)
and having the one person who doesnt care that your sick, and will kiss you anyways, and hold your hand and let me cough in his shoulder. (is that gross? i hope not)
you know he loves me and its wonderful.

oh there is a spider in the bathroom, right above the shower. and it doesnt move untill you get in the shower with shampoo on your head and a soapy body so you have no choice but to hurry and finish the shower and get the shamolee out of there before it eats you.
i hate spiders.
now its time for more dayquil, tea, and cuddles.
thats all folks.

im in love

With the fall weather. you know what that means?!
boots, jackets, hoodies, sweaters, skinny jeans, and leg warmers.
oh and baking scrumptious cookies.
i have a secret.
its 3 months away from Christmas.
ok that was a lie (it totally wasn't)
and i love Christmas. 
its a good excuse to go shopping for me. oh and everyone else.
(but mainly me)
you wanna know why else the weather is awesome?
its cuddling time!
in the summer its WAY to hot to cuddle and all that stufff, but now its the perfect weather.
but on the downside of all these happy things, cold weather means sickness.
and at this moment i am sick. im not sure how it happened but i have been bed ridden all day.
it sucks. 
i had to call into work today and tell them i couldnt make it.
i was heartbroken.
i love my job, and not going makes me sad. ohhh welll.
i'll get over it.
 eventually.
in the mean time here is daily grace. it has helped me through the day, enjoy!

washington to utah

This week has been so exciting so far! and its only wednesday! first off, my brother and his cute family is here for the week on vaycay! i met my new nephew for the first time. and he is just darling. i missed all of them soo much. the other two nephews are so big now and love to play football and run. here are some photos till i update this again when they leave(:

                

a new change

well i did it. i changed my bedroom. i love it. it turned out great. thanks to my wonderful mother to help me paint, and my lovely boyfriend to help me pick out furniture, it looks beautiful.

BEFORE...

 

 

AFTER!!

the dead walking

Im obsessed with Rick, Shane, Karl, dale, and the rest of the cast. the third season cannot come soon enough.  i just finished the second season and not having AMC killllss me. i cant wait for it to come to DVD or netflix! its insane! if you havent seen this bloody, zombie apocalypse killing spree show, i suggest you start watching it. catch up on Netflix. you'll get hooked. like me, and the millions of people out there. much love!

unplanned

nothing in my life goes as planned. 

for one, i was planning on going to take my CNA class, but i cant. too many things i need to pay for first.

Second, that whole we want to move out asap? well it has changed. again.

we are probably just gonna wait untill were married because of al lthe things we need to pay for now. 

but who knows, that might change again. just give it time.

My externship. i wanted to do it in May of this year. and i looked and looked and looked for one, but no one was accepting any. so i stopped looking for one and got a job. but now i need to find one so i can be making more money doing something i really enjoy doing and have a carrere not just a "job"

i Just want so many things all at once. i cant learn to just slow down and enjoy the now. i love my life. i just wish it all went the way i wanted it to. without all of this changing. and i wish money grew on trees. (but doesnt everybody?)

life will still go on. things changing from one thing to another. is that normal though? does this happen in other peoples lives too? you plan on one thing then the next day its something totally different? or is it just me and my life? yikes. next thing you'll know i'll be pregnant and nothing will be as I planned. SIKE! i sure hope not :/

well im gonna go back to my crazy life that never stays the way i want. buh bye