thinking...

heres to a pointless blog post.

im thinking about getting my CNA and going into college to become an RN.

Moving out is stressful.. trying to find the right place is hard and leads to some arguments

i hate fighting with the one i love

im going to buy whitening strips. heres to white teeth

i need to go shopping. blow some money. all this stress makes me want to shop

im worried about bills. water, gas, electricity, rent, phone. welcome to adulthood?

i miss my BFFFFF Christina. shes off to college and im helpless without her.

i feel like i dont have any friends. where did they all go to?

going back to school makes me nervous. i hate the first day. its awkward and unnerving.

i love stay at home movie nights with my boy. 

(were having one tonight!)

heres to a pointless post. but i had to just write it down.  

now lets go watch the Dictator and eat too much candy and popcorn.

im baaackkk

Montana was amazing. the air was fresh, the water was freezing. but all in all it was the best vacation. be prepared to be photo raped.

 Flat head lake. its gorgeous, absolutely stunning. go visit it.

 WATER WEENIE!!

Haylee and Andrew

T.K.

 Max loved running down the dock and back again. he did it every time we went down to the lake.he looked cute with his big dumbo ears.

Grandpa Cliff and doggie Rosie. (notice his braid) hes an Indian, dont worry.

                                                            Our boat. 

Rosie and Max loved chewing on these logs. it kept them busy and out of our way. win win

ohh the peddle boat. i hate that thing. it was COVERED in spiders. big ones and small ones. but dont you worry, I killed them all. it was disgusting. be proud, because i absolutely HATE spiders. eww.

this is buster, the cutest chiuaua you could ever meet.

The silver bullet!

The dog napper.

 our beast of a jenga game. it was huge.

 Flathead lake, Montana.

oh and we did some gambling. it was fun, we were down 11 bucks though, not to bad for our first time.(please excuse my nappy hair and awkward face. we just needed proof)

This vacation was great. it was an amazing get away. we will be going every summer from now on. we didnt kill each other or max. we did a lot of talking in the 10 hour drive there and back, and we have decided to move out. now we get to look for apartments this week! yay! im excited. oh hand we bought our first piece of furniture. a entertainment center! its cute. our apartment gonna be adorable. (:

vacation

im going on a much needed vacation.

well its a 4 day trip so it should be good.

me, cody, and max are going to Flathead lake, Montana!

i cant be more excited. 

we have been wanting to go for awhile now, and now its really happening. 

im leaving Thursday so i have tooo much stuff to do in one day. (tomorrow) my only day off...

i will take pictures of our long 12 hour drive, and the beautiful lake and outrageous family of his. it will be magnificent.

Max is pretty excited. he gets a new water bowel!

and were going to teach him how to jump of docks.

hopefully he understands it and will enjoy it.

oh by the way.. we think max is autistic. can dogs be autistic? because i really think max is.

he acts like an autistic child, but hes a dog. so its weird. he notices things a normal dog would never notice. like for example, cody got a new belt and when he put it on max noticed it right away and was weary to get near it. but what dog notices a belt like that? an  autistic one. aka:max 

oh well. good thing i love him soo stinkin much!

anyways... this trip should be a good one for both of us. to both just get away from work and to relax a little bit before the new week approaches. it"ll be good. lets just hope we dont kill max on the drive up. or each other.

date night

on Saturday the 18 of august, me and cody went on a date to the demolition derby. for those of you who dont know what that is, its pretty much an event where cars go and smash into each other and the last one still running win 5K. it was loads of fun, and i will most definitely be going again next year.         It was my first time going,and i enjoyed every second of it. there were 3 car rollovers, one fire, two truck rollovers, and cars up on the barriers. it was loads of excitement. if you haven't been to one i suggest you get on top of that a.s.a.p.                                                    

    Welllll i had pictures from it but they just dont want to upload. i'll try again later, maybe when blogger decides to like me a bit. so that's the only picture you get for now.

ch ch chaaaange

im ready for change.

whether its big, or small. something needs to happen in my not so thrilling life.

maybe i'll just go on a vacation by myself. or Cody can come along with.

(if i ever have a couple days off)

i could buy a laptop? maybe..

a camera and always take pictures of my life? probably not.

i could get a drastic hair change. go blonde and short? long and blonde? red hair? i dont know

get engaged.. that would be a fun change. to bad Cody doesnt think so...

maybe i could have a a baby. my mom wants  one real bad, and i AM baby hungry.

speaking of babies... while working at kohls, sometimes they have me work in the kids department. which they shouldn't do when i want a baby. because i look at all the cuuuuute little baby clothes, shoes, and socks. and i just want a cute baby to love me and one that i wild love forever and take care of.

OR i could just get a new puppy.

maybe i should just move out. if i find a good deal on an apartment i will rent it. 

all in all, i need change.

i'll figure something out. i will tell y'all what i decide when it happens.

nag nag nag, bitch, bitch, bitch

well well well.

the brothers crazy ex boyfriend is at it again.

"what?" you ask?

welll let me explain..

they dated off and on or 4 years. she was very bi polar, she couldnt be her own person, she controlled my brother like a puppet. it was a verrry bad relationship.

but like most, he couldnt see it until they broke up. buuut once they got back together, dont worry "she changed"  well she didnt, i doubt she ever will.

While they were dating she copied everything i wore, i did with my life, everything.

i dont want to sound like a stuck up kinda person, but im not kidding. she did this. she admitted to it. my brother admitted to it. and well shes back at it again.

I got a job opportunity to work at vector, next thing you know she decided to work there. and now i love my job at Kohls, and guess what!? shes trying to get a job there too.. yikes!!

She is terrified of me. she wont look at me. doesnt she know if she does get the job we Will most likely work together?! WHOA Mind blown!!

ok, so i use to hate her completely. like if she walked up to me i would punch her in the face. but then i realized.. that my brother is just as stupid as her. so i cant hate either one of them.

she bugs me. if she gets this job.... i'll have to play nice. but she bugs me. if she laughs, or does the stupid things she does, i might kill someone..

i Will most definitely let you al know if she gets this job.

 (im praying she doesnt, lets all pray that she doesnt)

for my benefit and your sake of reading obnoxious posts and bitching about it. haha well that is all that is on my mind right now.

im going to take my doggy to the pet store and get him a new toy(:

boy oh boy

I love my boyfriend. we are definitely past "the honey moon stage" but that doesn't mean were not still madly in love with each other..

We have grown up along side each other in the last 3 years. instead of going to seven peaks dances, were at home watching TV. calming down from a long day at work.

instead of going to "clubs" were looking at home goods

instead of driving at midnight "car flirting" were fast asleep. (sometimes in each others arms)

We have grown up together and i love it.

my mother keeps saying i am growing up too fast. but i have lived my teenage life.

i've done drugs, i have been drunk, i use to stay up alll night with friends, i have snuck out, i have dated a vast majority of immature guys.

i want to grow up. i like having responsibilities. i like going to bed early.

For those of you who are reading this and are thinking" ohh this poor girl, she doesn't even know what life is all about."

your right. i don't. but that's because i haven't been an adult yet. i live in my parents house. they pay the bills. they cook me food. but i want to do all that by myself, and with Cody.

i know i might be broke in the future and figuring out what to sell to pay rent, or electricity. deciding if its gas or food for a week. i understand what comes along with being an independent adult. but im excited to grow up.

im 18 and i want to be married. i have always wanted a fancy big wedding, but i now think i just want a cute wedding and reception. why go all fancy and spend all this money and put all the stress on our families.

It will be a big wedding and reception with all the people that will be attending. but that doesn't mean i have to go all out.

I'll go to DI and buy used books, vases, decor. i just want to be with my best friend for the rest of our lives. i want our family's to be joined together by marriage. i want a stupid piece of paper saying its legal. i want rings so people can see ive made this commitment to the one i love forever.

all is good. im just glad i got lucky and met my true one when i did. im glad we grew up together and still growing as two people. i guess lets just enjoy where we are today and see where the future takes us.

in the summa time where the weather is fine....

welcome to summer. im sick of this hot mess. can it Autumn yet? well i guess i better make the best of it. there are some things i love about summer.

Nice Summer tans

Buying Bikinis

Staying out late

Soaking at Seven peaks

The Pass Of All Passes

Seeing my doggy all day

Sleeping in (as long as i can before geting woken up by max)

movie nights with the besties

and spending time witht he family

But there are tings that stink about the sum sum. like my friends going back to school in the fall,

sunburns are a total let down, and not being able to wear cute boots, and peacoats.

But there is always next year to look forward to.

cheers to the freakin weekend, that i dont get.

right now i just want to cuddle with my 2 loves and sleep.

but instead im going to work.

lets hope i meet some interesting people. 

Goodbye for now folks.







its 5 o'clock in the morning, coversation got boring..

Do you look like this at 5 o'clock in the morning? i didn't think so. because your sleeping. in your pajamas.    i sure wish i was sleeping, but i guess making money is good too.

praise to the sock bun and zip up hoodie. there is no way I'm spending time getting ready.

the sock bun is a miracle worker. i wish i had that much hair to make a perfect bun, but sadly i don't. and that zip hoodie is only 12 bucks at Old Navy. heck yes!

I love working at Kohls, but the morning shift sure does suck. no one wants to work but we all do anyways. yay for good attitudes!

My poor baby boy hates it when i leave in the morning. He watches me drive out of the driveway and down the street before he gets down from the couch.

but when i get home, he is the most excited to see me. 

That right there puts a smile on my face and turns a bad day into a great day.

He's the cutest. besides Cody of course(:

Well I'm off to makin Zucchini bread with the mother. Everybody likes zucchini bread, unless you don't like zucchini. then that just stinks for you, go eat banana bread or something.

Victorias-not-so-secret-secret

5 for 26$? well by all means, I'll take 15(: undies,undies,undies... who doesn't love them? especially Vickie's. love them. (did i mention i love them?)

 you know, living in the state of Mormons, Victoria Secretes is a No no,. but why? Gods not going to strike you down in the middle of the mall for buying nice, comfortable panties. Go in, experience the sales, and a bad addiction.  Buy ( how dare i say it ) a thong. you have to wear them in certain circumstances.

for example; going to the gym in yoga pants, you don't want unnecessary pantie lines. buy the yoga thong. they are lovely. also when wearing a pencil skirt. please ladies, we don't want to see your undies. wear a thong.

For those who aren't a thong fan don't worry because they do have lovely yoga hipsters, bikini style underwear. your body will thank you for these cozy panties.

LOVE PINK

P.S. is it wrong to post two things in one day? i guess it is my blog and i can do what i want.

Doesn't the word secret look funny after awhile?

puppy love

Im in love with my dog. he is the cutest thing.

 people think me and cody are crazy because of how we treat him 

                                                                                                              (like he is our child by the way)

 but he is like our child.

                          he wakes us up in the morning by jumping on us and licking our hands and faces

                                                                                                       

  ( i don't think real kids do that though..)                                                                                                             

                                                                                                                                  he has cuddle time

  (boy is he cuuuute) 

                                                                                       he lets me know when he is hungry or thirsty

 and he comes to me when he gets scared, or when he is shy.

                                                                                                 Everyone needs to get puppy like this.

 they'll most definitely bring joy to you and yours life.

                                                                                                                   (this is making my wooosy)

 (I'm parentheses happy today)

This would be cuddle time