And he's off

Had to say 'see you later to this handsome missionary last Monday My gosh was that the hardest thing i ever had to do. He will be the best missionary out there. I'm sure he already is.

I sent him off with this package from me.
He told me he couldn't even look at it without crying because of how much he missed me already
That letter was so long ha ha 8 pages. Poor guy had to read them all! But it said a lot. so (hopefully) it was worth it.
I got my very first email from him on Friday ont he 2nd. I was at work and i checked my phone when i got off and i say i had two new emails. when i say that they were from Elder Brennan Darger  burst into tears. Right there in the break room!! There was a new guy in there and he had no idea what to do so he got up and left ha ha it was funny.
It was so unexpected! i miss him so much and it hasn't even been a week yet! but on a good note we have 23 more fast Sundays to go!! That's something that brightened my day today when i woke up! I already wrote him an other letter. hah hes probably thinking I'm a freak. dahh welllll he already knows that, so no surprise there! I so proud of him! I'm seriously the proudest MG out there! he has come so far since i have known him! Its so hard for me still. I always go to my phone to text him and tell him something that went on that i would normally share with him. But now i get to write it in a letter and wait till he writes back. 
I miss s voice so much. I cant even imagine how his mom is feeling about it. 
Mental note to me: GO VISIT HIS FAMILY
i miss them. they are the best, i need to go see them!
i cant wait till he gets back and is here with me. in real life. I will be the happiest girl in the world! soon that day will be here before i know it! please hurry up though? this girl is impatient.
I'm so very proud of him. and i miss him dearly. St. Louis is so lucky to have you! Go get them babe! you've already saved my life i know you can save others! Love you most my handsome missionary.