just why.
why do people have to be such dickheads and play people like its there job.
i dont get it.
ive been played. again.
im done.
whhhy. why does this happen?
i put myself into this situation. i get it. but why did he have to do this.
i found something out that he doesnt know that i know. and im pissed to say the least. im hurt. frustrated. annoyed.
i let him get to me and i shouldn't have.
sham eon me. slap my wrist, whatever.
but when you fall for someone you do dumb things. and i did those dumb things. i let myself be vulnerable and he struck without knowing at the perfect time.
like when you convince someone that they are someone special and all the things that he did, and then slap it in your face by telling someone else, that he shouldnt be talking to, the exact same things?!
like who does he think he is?!
what did he think we had?!
was it all just a fucking joke?
is it a thrill to fucking play girls?
i dont get it. i just dont get it.
i put so much into this "relationship"? if you can even call it that.
to me it was, but i guess not to him. right?
like i work 10 hour days but i still go to see him because he says he misses me, and i miss him, and to relieve the days stress away,to unwind, and i get this?!
like hes telling an other girl the same thing!
who knowss maybe even more then just this one girl. who the hell knows.
i dont want to know. scratch that. i do want to know. i want to know the damn truth.
whatever. Whatever.
im done.
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